After nearly 2years together, through good times n bad times.. it has finally come to an end. since the last post in both of our blogs, that was wen the happy days ended..n we struggled thru really hard times together.. at least i kept my promise, i will let go if he finally finds someone better den me. if ever he actually reads this, just want to say.. i had nvr regretted a day wen we got together until the day it all ended. though there were moments i reali doubt that i love him anymore and really did say alot shitty things to him and made him felt so bad that i crushed him. i knew that time his love was real.. i can sense it. even though ppl come telling he was fucking another chick wen he was with me.. i tried to believe it but i cant somehow it didnt made me believe. tho it wil of cz help me to get over easier.. since last dec i knew he nvr love me the same anymore. i insist nt to give up n hold on.. but it reli sorta makes him feel even worse.. well wen u reli love someone i guess u cudnt stand seeing him suffer in silence. up to a point he really gave up completely on us.. i decided to just let him call it off. though it was on my birthday n v-day the same day.. i was pretty devastated tho. especially knwing about the 3rd party. guess after all i'm just nt good enough for him. really hope this time round his relationship will work out well. and hopefully his plans will turn out fine as well. so u knw, its all over n done. life must go on.. here i m just passed the cross junction. i'm really thankful i hv had him with me throughout the journey before this crossroad. he had made my journey worthwhile..

next... the beginning of the new chapter in my life..

i m gonna get my very 1st car which i OWN!!!! woohoo! dam excited! though i planned to get it by the age of 19..but nvm was just few months late. weee... that's so gona b my "first love"! before i m able to have the love of my life - lamborghini!

hehe.. i knw nobody will ever read this so can sakaified abit..

jz to loosen up a lil before i reali hardcore workaholic... which will be the current stage of my life~!
CAREER HUNTING SEASON! really time is precious. got no time to loose~! in order to own n maintain my future lamborghini i better start saving from now on...


that's all.. time to membabi-fied.
chaoz~

fuck u!